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How many people in this world look in the mirror every morning and feel inadequate and just, ugly? Yes, I am one of those people! What do you think about me? What do you see isn't the same with I had been through. Me, just me, and myself. A person who biologically borned male and it's a fact which it would never change. But, sometimes, I just love playing around with girls' stuff. Put some make up on my beautiful face or walking around with those extremely high heels. The fact that I am a man, well, I accept that, actually, I am living as a man with a woman's intelligent brain. How's that? Exciting right? The fact that I am a beauty with brain, I am not a transgender. Whatever you might have in your mind or you happened to utter, calling names, it just does not make me any more masculine or less feminine because, I am a woman by choice and a man by fate... if you can accept that, I can force you, it's your choice. A fat bitch struggling to be a skinny bitch.

Tuesday, 16 June 2015


People are being obsessed and keep talking about raincoat from last couple of months. So! I think maybe i should have these kind of things in my wardrobe too. Then I found this raincoat at one of my favourite thrift shops in Shah Alam and believe me or not,it's only 5 ringgit. With bright yellow in colours and its still in good condition. I have a second thought on this one, just because black is my signature colour, but many of my dear friends convinced me that it does look good on me, plus, its only 5 ringgit. Good bargain indeed and if suddenly I did not like it on me, I could just simply give it to her. I actually kept this raincoat for almost 3 weeks in my wardrobe because I did not have the confidence to wear it. Finally, the time has come and after a while, I gained back my confidence, I wore it for the first time just because I did not have time to do laundry... and... these outfits the only things left. Hahaha...

Saturday, 13 June 2015

I'm just too lazy....

Sometimes you woke up from your bed and you're just too  lasy to get ready, pick up anything that your hand  can grab in your wardrobe without thinking!!And this things happened all the times....

Long cardi : monki