SABDA PONDAN

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raub, Malaysia
How many people in this world look in the mirror every morning and feel inadequate and just, ugly? Yes, I am one of those people! What do you think about me? What do you see isn't the same with I had been through. Me, just me, and myself. A person who biologically borned male and it's a fact which it would never change. But, sometimes, I just love playing around with girls' stuff. Put some make up on my beautiful face or walking around with those extremely high heels. The fact that I am a man, well, I accept that, actually, I am living as a man with a woman's intelligent brain. How's that? Exciting right? The fact that I am a beauty with brain, I am not a transgender. Whatever you might have in your mind or you happened to utter, calling names, it just does not make me any more masculine or less feminine because, I am a woman by choice and a man by fate... if you can accept that, I can force you, it's your choice. A fat bitch struggling to be a skinny bitch.

Thursday, 12 March 2015

TRANSITIONING

New chapter after a small accident at salon past few end up with my new hair style. Yess!! I chopped down my hair. It hard for me to find myself in that situation. I cried over it the whole night, I missed my long hair. Every time I see someone else with long hair it turn me down. I'm dead. Literally. Having a short hair doesn't change me. SHAMIL NAZRI was  still SHAMIL NAZRI... 
I've settled down everything and started loving my new hair.

Loosing my long hair doesn't make me any masculine and less feminine. Just love myself now,
like my friend said once '' your soo lucky to have the look in both''






GLASSES : H&M
WHITE SHIRT : H&M
LEGGING : H&M
BEG : VINCCI
SNEAKERS :  UNBRANDED (FLEA MARKET)

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