SABDA PONDAN

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raub, Malaysia
How many people in this world look in the mirror every morning and feel inadequate and just, ugly? Yes, I am one of those people! What do you think about me? What do you see isn't the same with I had been through. Me, just me, and myself. A person who biologically borned male and it's a fact which it would never change. But, sometimes, I just love playing around with girls' stuff. Put some make up on my beautiful face or walking around with those extremely high heels. The fact that I am a man, well, I accept that, actually, I am living as a man with a woman's intelligent brain. How's that? Exciting right? The fact that I am a beauty with brain, I am not a transgender. Whatever you might have in your mind or you happened to utter, calling names, it just does not make me any more masculine or less feminine because, I am a woman by choice and a man by fate... if you can accept that, I can force you, it's your choice. A fat bitch struggling to be a skinny bitch.

Saturday, 28 March 2015

FRINGE AND BANG !!

On  My  previous entry I was telling you about my hair and started to love it, same situation this time. Again it all about my hair. Fringe!! A very lame hair style that i wish to have and it's happening. I never try it because I have cubby cheek before. after I lost 28kg and unexpected accident by salon Fringe is the best style to show my cheek bones and slender face. Last Saturday i attended my schoolmate's wedding, i woke up early as  usual just to make sure my hair is nicely done . Unfortunately, i left my pomade in shah alam..

After changing the style for few times I decided to just blow dry my hair, proceed with fringe  style and Go. Bamm!!

I received a lot positive comment from my friends and followers on my social media. It's new, it's fresh, it's edgy and what themost important thing is it's soo me....




NECKLACE : BORROWED FROM ADAM
WHITE SHIRT : H&M
SKINNY : H&M
STUDDED CLUTCH : VERNS MALAYSIA
SHOES :  UNBRANDED (THRIFT SHOP)


Fall Madly In Love With Our Newest Fragrance..vs

Victoria's Secret

Thursday, 12 March 2015

TRANSITIONING

New chapter after a small accident at salon past few end up with my new hair style. Yess!! I chopped down my hair. It hard for me to find myself in that situation. I cried over it the whole night, I missed my long hair. Every time I see someone else with long hair it turn me down. I'm dead. Literally. Having a short hair doesn't change me. SHAMIL NAZRI was  still SHAMIL NAZRI... 
I've settled down everything and started loving my new hair.

Loosing my long hair doesn't make me any masculine and less feminine. Just love myself now,
like my friend said once '' your soo lucky to have the look in both''






GLASSES : H&M
WHITE SHIRT : H&M
LEGGING : H&M
BEG : VINCCI
SNEAKERS :  UNBRANDED (FLEA MARKET)

Wednesday, 11 March 2015

BOOK YOUR SLOT NOW!!




Good deals. Glad to announce that Shamil Nazri is now open for elegance and classy Made-To-Measure touches on your Eid. Booking opens until April. Set your date....
Feel free to contact :01128356079

Tuesday, 10 March 2015

ANOTHER BEGINING....

First week on new semester. A little bit odd this time. So many things happened to me, I mean too many. First day of new semester end up as my last day with long hair cause everything is about to change. Yess!! i chopped down  half of my hair after all and it killing me from inside. Indeed. 

Here some photos of myself before that worst thing happened.




CARDIGAN : H&M
WHITE SHIRT : H&M
PANTS : FROM RANDOM FAMILY HYPER MARKET (THE STORE)
BOOTS : H&M

Monday, 2 March 2015

Half-Ton Killer

a very...very...very...very...very..very.. inspiring video! Still counting more kilograms to shed...

FINALLY! FULL LOOK...

Finally..  after waiting so long, my friend send me the full picture of my second semester final design! Yeay!! as I promised to you before here some of my garment full look. With a help from my friends for make-up and photo shoot we manage to complete the photo shoot session even we need to climb the on the rooftop and running in the rain.





Sunday, 1 March 2015

CONTINUATION

continuation from my past entry about my second semester final design. Photoshoot session. Big fat and giant thank to my team for this hard work!!