SABDA PONDAN

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How many people in this world look in the mirror every morning and feel inadequate and just, ugly? Yes, I am one of those people! What do you think about me? What do you see isn't the same with I had been through. Me, just me, and myself. A person who biologically borned male and it's a fact which it would never change. But, sometimes, I just love playing around with girls' stuff. Put some make up on my beautiful face or walking around with those extremely high heels. The fact that I am a man, well, I accept that, actually, I am living as a man with a woman's intelligent brain. How's that? Exciting right? The fact that I am a beauty with brain, I am not a transgender. Whatever you might have in your mind or you happened to utter, calling names, it just does not make me any more masculine or less feminine because, I am a woman by choice and a man by fate... if you can accept that, I can force you, it's your choice. A fat bitch struggling to be a skinny bitch.

Sunday, 9 August 2015

UiTM Degree Fashion Show

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BlackT Production cordially invites you to attend a UiTM Degree Fashion Show showcasing their collections!

Venue : Panggung Sari Kompleks Kraf Malaysia, KL.
Date : 10 August 2015
Time : 2.30 - 5.00 p.m.
Ticket : RM35/per person.
Do come and support our new upcoming designers. Save the date !

Saturday, 8 August 2015

UiTM Degree Fashion Show

BlackT Production cordially invites you to attend a UiTM Degree Fashion Show showcasing their collections!

Venue : Panggung Sari Kompleks Kraf Malaysia, KL.
Date : 10 August 2015
Time : 2.30 - 5.00 p.m.
Ticket : RM35/per person.
Do come and support our new upcoming designers. Save the date !

Monday, 3 August 2015

If you wanna be somebody work that fucking ass!!


Feels good when you walk down to the street wearing your own sew garments. yess..  all the pieces I wore in this photo is 100% made by myself.  Feels good isn't?? Not like thing happened lately all people assuming themselves as a fashion designer without a strong basic in fashion studies... you know who's that. Hahaha. For me becoming a fashion designer is the same like doctor or engineer. You'll need qualifications to earn that kind of title.... you can't wake up some day and out of the blue you want to a doctor then the next day you're a doctor! Bullshit.  You need years of study to be one, and same goes to fashion designer.... if you'll think about these things deeply, surely you'all   know what I meant....

Friday, 24 July 2015

Raya Teaser

We believe in dressing up in gorgeously impractical things,  like tulle, sequins, sparkles and lace...

Thursday, 23 July 2015

Raya Teaser...

"I consider lace to be one of the prettiest imitations ever made of the fantasy of nature; lace always evokes for me those incomparable designs which the branches and leaves of trees embroider across the sky, and I do not think that any invention of the human spirit could have a more graceful or precise origin." 

Coco Chanel, April 29, 1939

Scent from Paradise! Heavenly Summer is THE Freshest Summer Fragrance.

Tuesday, 16 June 2015

Raincoat!

People are being obsessed and keep talking about raincoat from last couple of months. So! I think maybe i should have these kind of things in my wardrobe too. Then I found this raincoat at one of my favourite thrift shops in Shah Alam and believe me or not,it's only 5 ringgit. With bright yellow in colours and its still in good condition. I have a second thought on this one, just because black is my signature colour, but many of my dear friends convinced me that it does look good on me, plus, its only 5 ringgit. Good bargain indeed and if suddenly I did not like it on me, I could just simply give it to her. I actually kept this raincoat for almost 3 weeks in my wardrobe because I did not have the confidence to wear it. Finally, the time has come and after a while, I gained back my confidence, I wore it for the first time just because I did not have time to do laundry... and... these outfits the only things left. Hahaha...





Saturday, 13 June 2015

I'm just too lazy....

Sometimes you woke up from your bed and you're just too  lasy to get ready, pick up anything that your hand  can grab in your wardrobe without thinking!!And this things happened all the times....



Long cardi : monki 

Thursday, 28 May 2015

Gentle.......men??

It's hard to pull yourself to do something that not really you and  I had to. Because of the academic purpose I'm gather all my strength and courage to look like a gentleman for my public speaking assignment.It worth it! And one of my classmates said this to me, "you're horribly handsome even tense covering your face". Screw them haters cause this is how the world runs



BLAZER, PANTS & SHIRT : H&M
SHOE : THRIFT SHOP 

Wednesday, 27 May 2015

ANOTHER SKIRT...

As you grow older, you'll realise that others expectations are less important than your own. Sometimes, it doesn't matter what people say about you, behind your back. That's the proof that you have already moved forward with your lives and left them far away beyond your creative imagination. I'd rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I am not. My appearances is not an issue and your acceptance is no longer my concern. Another look with a skirt for youth fashion fiesta at Putrajaya early this month. We're assigned as backstage crew and I'm the leader.
Screw them and just be yourself.








NECKLACE : UNBRANDED
WHITE SHIRT : H&M
LONG KIMONO CARDI : BYSHAMILNAZRI
SARONG SKIRT : BYSHAMILNAZRI 
BOOTS:  H&M