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How many people in this world look in the mirror every morning and feel inadequate and just, ugly? Yes, I am one of those people! What do you think about me? What do you see isn't the same with I had been through. Me, just me, and myself. A person who biologically borned male and it's a fact which it would never change. But, sometimes, I just love playing around with girls' stuff. Put some make up on my beautiful face or walking around with those extremely high heels. The fact that I am a man, well, I accept that, actually, I am living as a man with a woman's intelligent brain. How's that? Exciting right? The fact that I am a beauty with brain, I am not a transgender. Whatever you might have in your mind or you happened to utter, calling names, it just does not make me any more masculine or less feminine because, I am a woman by choice and a man by fate... if you can accept that, I can force you, it's your choice. A fat bitch struggling to be a skinny bitch.

Thursday, 20 November 2014


"Don't worry girl. Being curvy is so much beautiful rather than that flat chest and tiny ass."  said fat bitch.

early this day i found this blog that contains a story about 10 big size model ! seriously they are so hot!!.So i was thinking about these stories its so sad cause in the real world, things seem so different...

Do not feel annoyed by this statement, but if you think deeply about this cases  especially in our country Malaysia it would end up by hurting feeling a lot of people, and i'm one of those people. Why? Cause i have been bad experiences, bullied, calling names and bad words of me just being fat...

KAU RASA?? adilkah?

so i dedicated this video clip to all fat bitches out there all over the world and with that, may the best bitch stays forever. 

Saturday, 15 November 2014

Fat Bitch eat nothing but everything!

If you wanna stay as fat bitch go and eat everything and don't give a shit on what people said!! If you don't want, go and start eating some healthy food! Start your engine and may the best bitches win...
Happy lunch biatch!!!

Friday, 14 November 2014

Pros and cons

Wearing my favourite outfits and start to realize that they are getting looser and didn't fit me nicely after I'm loosing 15kg. Yesss!! It's a good sign but major mistakes! Cause when you wear something that didn't fit you body perfectly it will give the flabby effect that totally ruined your entire look. Like seriously?? I really need new wardrobe after I get succeed with my weight target. Pliz plizzz plizzz!! Head up and counting more kilograms to shed...

Denim shirt : Thrift  Shop
Necklace : Flea Market 
Jeans : Unbranded 
Beg : Unbranded
Shoes : H&M

P/s : I used to love this shirt but it didn't fit me before but now, i did! But it didn't fit me nicely and make me look flabby 

Thursday, 13 November 2014


No one can Change u unless you have faith in changing yourself . Be different , Be bold!! Falling in love to some kind of androgyny look and its officially my muse for now.... Be real guys! Do not hide your potential to just be yourself. Even though not all will approve your fashion sense just let them be. Believe in yourself... This is one of my look during piiacuf2014 Islamic fashion show . Feeling Chanel katanyahhhh!

White Shirt: H&M
Long Tunic/Jubah : Sewn by Myself
Clucth : Unbranded

Wednesday, 12 November 2014

Fucking Fake Things, Bitch don't !!!

Day after day. Wasting my time on Instagram and seeing this bunch of bitch confidently walk in those fucking fake things! Omg bitch! Can you just be real! If you don't afford something , please don't !!!