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raub, Malaysia
How many people in this world look in the mirror every morning and feel inadequate and just, ugly? Yes, I am one of those people! What do you think about me? What do you see isn't the same with I had been through. Me, just me, and myself. A person who biologically borned male and it's a fact which it would never change. But, sometimes, I just love playing around with girls' stuff. Put some make up on my beautiful face or walking around with those extremely high heels. The fact that I am a man, well, I accept that, actually, I am living as a man with a woman's intelligent brain. How's that? Exciting right? The fact that I am a beauty with brain, I am not a transgender. Whatever you might have in your mind or you happened to utter, calling names, it just does not make me any more masculine or less feminine because, I am a woman by choice and a man by fate... if you can accept that, I can force you, it's your choice. A fat bitch struggling to be a skinny bitch.

Thursday, 16 October 2014


 I went out the door and for the first in a long time i'm wearing this lovely printed blazer that i found at thrift shop in Kelantan when i was studied my diploma.  This was the day when I was the busiest and I had   no enough time to  choose my outfit and the worst things is i'm wearing inside part of the blazer on the outside. BINGGO !!

Shirt and Jeans: Unbranded
Printed Blazer: Thrift Shop
Shoes; Thrift Shop
Beg: Vincci

Wednesday, 15 October 2014


Accidentally fall in love with white after years of black! AGAIN AND AGAIN. And still can't get over it... Accidentally bought this white shirt when i was 100kg, it didn't fit me but look at me now biatch!
5 SEPT 2014 OOTD ON MY 21st BIRTHDAY.100kg++

White shirt: Borrowed from my dad
Acid Wash Jeans: Thriff shop
Heels: Unbranded

white shirt: H&M
Jeans: H&M
Beg and Shoes : Unbranded

White Shirt: H&M
Jeans: Ubranded
Printed Cardigan: A gift from my cousin
Shoes: Thriff shop

 OBVIOUSLY! you can see the different between this three pictures. yes!! yesss.. i'm on carbs and sugars diet biacth!!