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How many people in this world look in the mirror every morning and feel inadequate and just, ugly? Yes, I am one of those people! What do you think about me? What do you see isn't the same with I had been through. Me, just me, and myself. A person who biologically borned male and it's a fact which it would never change. But, sometimes, I just love playing around with girls' stuff. Put some make up on my beautiful face or walking around with those extremely high heels. The fact that I am a man, well, I accept that, actually, I am living as a man with a woman's intelligent brain. How's that? Exciting right? The fact that I am a beauty with brain, I am not a transgender. Whatever you might have in your mind or you happened to utter, calling names, it just does not make me any more masculine or less feminine because, I am a woman by choice and a man by fate... if you can accept that, I can force you, it's your choice. A fat bitch struggling to be a skinny bitch.

Friday, 25 October 2013

TERIMA KASIH

Menjengah facebook  melihat kelibat kelibat mereka yang pernah sekelas satu ketika dulu memutar memori lalu ! ya itu sakit kuakui… siapa mereka? Sahabat??? Aku lebih selesa menganggap mereka watak sampingan dalam lipatan sejarah ! kejam?? Come on peeps!!! Untuk aku lupakan semua tentang  semalam ibarat mati hidup.aku bersyukur tentang itu ! dan kini mereka hanya tinggal bebayang kelam  dalam memori silam. Tapi tadi memori bagikan terputar apabila kelibat  silam menjengah mata.. mungkin dia ini bisa ku panggil teman! Cukup sekadar teman yang pernah berkongsi satu perjalan hidup di sekolah yang sama. Seorang diklasifikasikan sebagai warak dan sentiasa positif terhadap aku tidak pernah menyekat minat tapi selalu muncul dengan teguran berhemah… semoga lebih ramai da’ie  mesra hati…. Ternyata masih ingat kata kata dia ! “biar la ade orang nak cakap kau pondan suka warna pink! Sebab nabi pun suke warna merah muda/cair. Bukan warna merah muda/cari tu pink ke??”

Wallahualam….


Tapi aku tetap berterima kasih untuk kata kata itu..

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