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How many people in this world look in the mirror every morning and feel inadequate and just, ugly? Yes, I am one of those people! What do you think about me? What do you see isn't the same with I had been through. Me, just me, and myself. A person who biologically borned male and it's a fact which it would never change. But, sometimes, I just love playing around with girls' stuff. Put some make up on my beautiful face or walking around with those extremely high heels. The fact that I am a man, well, I accept that, actually, I am living as a man with a woman's intelligent brain. How's that? Exciting right? The fact that I am a beauty with brain, I am not a transgender. Whatever you might have in your mind or you happened to utter, calling names, it just does not make me any more masculine or less feminine because, I am a woman by choice and a man by fate... if you can accept that, I can force you, it's your choice. A fat bitch struggling to be a skinny bitch.

Tuesday, 15 January 2013

DOA SANG KEKASIH.....


Duhai pemilik hati…..
Betapa lemah diri ku ini..
Mengisi lembaran hari
Mengintai indah tabir duniawi
Mendakap erat  cinta insani
Anugerah ilahi
Pelengkap fitrah manusia biasa
Seperti adam dengan hawanya
Seperti yusuf punya zulaikha
Subhanallah aku mencintainya
Jika dia benar untukku
Dekatkan hatinya dengan hatiku 
Jika dia bukan milik ku
Redhakan  hatiku….
Dengan kententuanmu
Kupasrahkan semua padamu
Tak ku minta persis rasulullah
Kerna aku tak sehebat khadijjah…
Andai  kebaikan itu bukan pada jalan yang dipilih
Tetapkanlah  pada jalan yang kau pilih…

4.23am/15,1,2013
shamilnazri

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